Called

I post this on Canada day. I love Canada day, I love celebrating my country. I am among the world’s top 1%! Wow!

Yet I still find it so easy to compare my life with those around me. Nicer homes in newer neighbourhoods, people who vacation to wonderful hotspots, folks that win the lottery… None of those things are bad. But sometimes I feel unsatisfied with my life when I think about them – and that is wrong.

So sometimes I need to remind myself that I am not called to compare my life with others. I am called to love others. Below is probably one of the most challenging quotes I’ve ever heard. And no matter what people think of me, I definitely don’t live up to it.

“Not called!” did you say? “Not heard the call,” I think you should say. Put your ear down to the Bible, and hear him bid you go and pull sinners out of the fire of sin. Put your ear down to the burdened, agonized heart of humanity, and listen to its pitiful wail for help. Go stand by the gates of hell, and hear the damned entreat you to go to their father’s house and bid their brothers and sisters, and servants and masters not to come there. And then look Christ in the face, whose mercy you have professed to obey, and tell him whether you will join heart and soul and body and circumstances in the march to publish his mercy to the world.” – William Booth, founder of the Salvation Army

So this Canada Day, join me in celebrating our great homeland and reminding ourselves and others how good we have it.

Money

“Do not think me mad. It is not to make money that I believe a Christian should live. The noblest thing a man can do is, just humbly to receive, and then go amongst others and give.” – David Livingstone

“Today Christians spend more money on dog food then missions” – Leonard Ravenhill

“Why do we insist on building the largest and most impressive structures in our city when people on the other side of town are hungry, jobless and worshipping in storefronts?” – K.P. Yohannan

What went wrong?

 

Teachings’ Place

“I used to think that prayer should have the first place and teaching the second. I now feel it would be truer to give prayer the first, second and third places and teaching the fourth.”
James O. Fraser

Fasting & Praying

“If you are sick, fast and pray; if the language is hard to learn, fast and pray; if the people will not hear you, fast and pray, if you have nothing to eat, fast and pray.” – Frederick Franson

At the Front Door

When was the last time you lost your keys and had to break into your own house? Wait a minute, I didn’t lose the keys and we sure didn’t break in. Actually, it was an innocent mistake. Have you seen Cassie lately? She is so innocent! She talks so sweet, she smiles like a princess; “of course honey, you can help us open the front door to the apartment”. No problem. “Can I hold the keys too?” she asks. I mean, what are the chances that this little girl will lose them within 15 steps of our apartment door – inside the building?

Alas, it could happen to anyone. Up to the 8th floor we go and as we are stepping out, sure enough, clink clink. Down 8 stories drop our keys, through the gap between the elevator car and the 8th floor – the crack is only a couple inches.

Of course, breaking into an 8th floor apartment isn’t too simple. Thankfully we were hosting a school event that evening and our friends (who speak Russian and know how to get things done around here) were coming over. Sure enough, in less than an hour they elevator guys opened up the bottom and searched through half a foot of cigarette butts to find our keys. Thank you Yulia and Daniel and Tetyana for helping us!

It’s all part of growing up, although from now on the keys will stay with Mom and Dad! :)

Greatest Missionary

“The greatest missionary is the Bible in the mother tongue. It needs no furlough and is never considered a foreigner.” – William Cameron Townsend

Long List of Missions Quotes

“I have but one passion – it is He, it is He alone. The world is the field and the field is the world; and henceforth that country shall be my home where I can be most used in winning souls for Christ.”

Count Zinzindorf

“God’s work done in God’s way will never lack God’s supplies.”
J. Hudson Taylor

“He must increase, but I must decrease.”
John the Baptist

“If Jesus Christ be God and died for me, then no sacrifice can be too great for me to make for Him.”
C.T. Studd

“Prepare for the worst, expect the best, and take what comes.”

Robert E. Speer

“The saddest thing one meets is a nominal Christian. I had not seen it in Japan where missions is younger. The church here is a “field full of wheat and tares.”
Amy Carmichael

“It is just as proper, maybe even more so, to say Christ’s global cause has a Church as to say Christ’s Church has a global cause.”
David Bryant

“What are we here for, to have a good time with Christians or to save sinners?” Malla Moe

“I tell you, brethren, if mercies and if judgments do not convert you, God has no other arrows in His quiver.”
Robert Murray M’Cheyne

“It’s amazing what can be accomplished if you don’t worry about who gets the credit.”
Clarence W. Jones

“I have seen, at different times, the smoke of a thousand villages – villages whose people are without Christ, without God, and without hope in the world.”

– Robert Moffat

“The command has been to “go,” but we have stayed – in body, gifts, prayer and influence. He has asked us to be witnesses unto the uttermost parts of the earth…But 99% of Christians have kept puttering around in the homeland.”
– Robert Savage

“While vast continents are shrouded in darkness…the burden of proof lies upon you to show that the circumstances in which God has placed you were meant by God to keep you out of the foreign mission field.”
– Ion Keith-Falconer

“Brother, if you would enter that Province, you must go forward on your knees.”
– J. Hudson Taylor

“The man…looking at him with a smile that only half concealed his contempt, inquired, “Now Mr. Morrison do you really expect that you will make an impression on the idolatry of the Chinese Empire?” “No sir,” said Morrison, “but I expect that God will.”
– Robert Morrison

“Here am I. Send me.”
– Isaiah

“Jehovah Witnesses don’t believe in hell and neither do most Christians”
– Leonard Ravenhill

“Had I cared for the comments of people, I should never have been a missionary.”
– C.T. Studd

“Young man, sit down: when God pleases to convert the heathen, he will do it without your aid or mine.”
– said to a young William Carey

“Oh, that I had a thousand lives, and a thousand bodies! All of them should be devoted to no other employment but to preach Christ to these degraded, despised, yet beloved mortals.”
– Robert Moffat

“We must be global Christians with a global vision because our God is a global God.”
– John Stott

“He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose.”
– Jim Elliot

“A tiny group of believers who have the gospel keep mumbling it over and over to themselves. Meanwhile, millions who have never heard it once fall into the flames of eternal hell without ever hearing the salvation story.”
– K.P. Yohannan

“I have but one passion – it is He, it is He alone. The world is the field and the field is the world; and henceforth that country shall be my home where I can be most used in winning souls for Christ.”
– Count Zinzindorf

“God’s work done in God’s way will never lack God’s supplies.”
– J. Hudson Taylor

“He must increase, but I must decrease.”
– John the Baptist

“If Jesus Christ be God and died for me, then no sacrifice can be too great for me to make for Him.”
– C.T. Studd

“Prepare for the worst, expect the best, and take what comes.”
– Robert E. Speer

“The saddest thing one meets is a nominal Christian. I had not seen it in Japan where missions is younger. The church here is a “field full of wheat and tares.”
– Amy Carmichael

“It is just as proper, maybe even more so, to say Christ’s global cause has a Church as to say Christ’s Church has a global cause.”

– David Bryant

“It’s amazing what can be accomplished if you don’t worry about who gets the credit.”

– Clarence W. Jones

“Two distinguishing marks of the early church were: 1) Poverty 2) Power.”
– T.J. Bach

“From my many years experience I can unhesitatingly say that the cross bears those who bear the cross.”
– Sadhu Sundar Singh

“I pray that no missionary will ever be as lonely as I have been.”
– Lottie Moon

“All my friends are but one, but He is all sufficient.”
– William Carey

“How little chance the Holy Ghost has nowadays. The churches and missionary societies have so bound him in red tape that they practically ask Him to sit in a corner while they do the work themselves.”
– C.T. Studd

“I have always believed that the Good Samaritan went across the road to the wounded man just because he wanted to.”
– Wilfred Thomason Grenfell

“The more obstacles you have, the more opportunities there are for God to do something.”
– Clarence W. Jones

“Expect great things from God. Attempt great thing for God.”
– William Carey

“God’s part is to put forth power; our part is to put forth faith.”
– Andrew A. Bonar

“All the resources of the Godhead are at our disposal!”
– Jonathan Goforth

“The Indian is making an amazing discovery, namely that Christianity and Jesus are not the same – that they may have Jesus without the system that has been built up around Him in the West.”
– E. Stanley Jones

“This gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all the nations, and then the end will come.”
– Jesus

“All roads lead to the judgment seat of Christ.”
– Keith Green

“Christians don’t tell lies they just go to church and sing them”
– A.W. Tozer

“I will lay my bones by the Ganges that India might know there is one who cares.”
– Alexander Duff

“It will not do to say that you have no special call to go to China. With these facts before you and with the command of the Lord Jesus to go and preach the gospel to every creature, you need rather to ascertain whether you have a special call to stay at home.”
– J. Hudson Taylor

“We talk of the second coming, half the world has never heard of the first.”
– Oswald J. Smith

“God cannot lead you on the basis of facts that you do not know.”
– David Bryant

“And thus I aspire to preach the gospel, not where Christ was already named so that I would not build on another man’s foundation.”
– Paul

“If every Christian is already considered a missionary, then all can stay put where they are, and nobody needs to get up and go anywhere to preach the gospel. But if our only concern is to witness where we are, how will people in unevangelized areas ever hear the gospel? The present uneven distribution of Christians and opportunities to hear the gospel of Christ will continue on unchanged.”
– C. Gordon Olson

“I spent twenty years of my life trying to recruit people out of local churches and into missions structures so that they could be involved in fulfilling God’s global mission. Now I have another idea. Let’s take God’s global mission and put it right in the middle of the local church!”
– George Miley

“Oh dear, I couldn’t say that my church is alive and I wouldn’t want to call it dead. I guess it’s just walking in its sleep!”
– Church member

“When he landed in 1848 there were no Christians here; when he left in 1872 there were no heathen.”
– said of John Geddie

“At the moment I put the bread and wine into those dark hands, once stained with the blood of cannibalism, now stretched out to receive and partake the emblems and seals of the Redeemer’s love, I had a foretaste of the joy of glory that well nigh broke my heart to pieces. I shall never taste a deeper bliss, till I gaze on the glorified face of Jesus himself.”
– John G. Paton

“The evangelization of the world in this generation.”
– Student Volunteer Movement Motto

“Other sheep I have which are not of this fold; them also I must bring”
– Jesus

“Missions is not the ultimate goal of the church. Worship is. Missions exists because worship doesn’t.”
– John Piper

“His authority on earth allows us to dare to go to all the nations. His authority in heaven gives us our only hope of success. And His presence with us leaves us no other choice.”
– John Stott

“Today five out of six non-Christians in our world have no hope unless missionaries come to them and plant the church among them.”
– David Bryant

“We who have Christ’s eternal life need to throw away our own lives.”
– George Verwer

“Some wish to live within the sound of a chapel bell, I want to run a rescue shop within a yard of Hell.”
– C.T. Studd

“When I get to China, I will have no claim on any one for anything. My claim will be alone in God and I must learn before I leave England to move men through God by prayer alone”
– J. Hudson Taylor

“God has huge plans for the world today! He is not content to merely establish a handful of struggling churches among each tongue, tribe and nation. Even now He is preparing and empowering His Church to carry the seeds of revival to the uttermost ends of the earth.”
– David Smithers

“The mark of a great church is not its seating capacity, but its sending capacity.”
– Mike Stachura

Final Stages

We are in the final stages of leading the School of Biblical Studies here in Kyiv. We have just over a month left and it is exciting to watch the students as they make it through the prophetic books in the Old Testament. 4 out of the 8 students will be taking part in Titus Project this fall. This is exciting because now we can help them to take all this bible knowledge they have and use it to help others grow closer to God.

Personally, we have been waking up tired every day. Each day looms ahead with a multitude of things on the to-do list, and the feeling like there isn’t enough time. To be honest, we have taken on too much and we have been in survival mode for the last little while. We are really looking forward to a break this summer in Canada.

Vicka

We like to introduce you to different people we meet, since that helps you understand our life a little more.

Today I want to introduce Vicka. Vicka is a student in our bible school. She is Ukrainian and has a passion to teach God’s word. She will do Titus Project this fall to get stronger in her teaching skills and to bring Bible teaching to a country that really needs discipleship.

Here is her testimony:

Being born in a family with Orthodox beliefs, I was baptized almost after birth and given a cross to wear at all times as a symbol of Christianity. The existence of God is a fact that I have always known.God was, He is, and He always will be.

But a lot of times, what is visible on the outside is not reflected inside.

Yes I knew ABOUT God, but I didn’t know Him.

Time was passing and life was bringing more struggles as I grew up. The Soviet Union collapsed and had a great influence on every person and every family. I hardly saw my parents at home as they were trying to earn some money to make ends meet. I was growing up “on the street” and at the age of 12 I almost commited a suicide. I was so disappointed in life and all it had to offer, that I said: “ God I’m not going to believe in You anymore!” A year passed, and I experienced God’s grace pour out on me. After attending a Christian camp I experienced something I never knew, some One I’ve only heard about. God found me at the age of 13, and I was saved. I made a decision to ask God to come into my heart and change my life, and then was baptized, after truly believing. Since then I had a strong desire and motivation to help out kids at these Christian camps to find out who God is and who they are in Him.

Lately God’s been teaching me how to build up my faithfulness, teaching me how to trust in Him with patience and what humbleness is before Him. He showed me my heart and revealed that being faithful starts from the inside. I knew that, but sometimes my priorities were not set straight, letting other things take 1st place in my heart. I thank God for always being faithful, guiding me in His footsteps so that I may have a good example to follow.

God is my Lord, my Father and my Friend.
He is my beloved and i belong to Him..
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Just as a side note, Vicka is planning on moving into long term missions after this bible school and will need monthly supporters so if you are interested in being a part of her team just let us know and we will get you connected.

Autotelic

“An autotelic person needs few material possessions and little entertainment, comfort, power, or fame because so much of what he or she does is already rewarding. Because such persons experience flow in work, in family life, when interacting with people, when eating, even when alone with nothing to do, they are less dependent on the external rewards that keep others motivated to go on with a life composed of routines. They are more autonomous and independent because they cannot be as easily manipulated with threats or rewards from the outside. At the same time, they are more involved with everything around them because they are fully immersed in the current of life.” – Csikszentmihalyi, 1997, p.l17

“… autotelic by nature—ie, internally driven, like missionaries. As such, they are not attracted by the material rewards that motivate ordinary folk. Their work alone provides them with all the satisfactions they need. But there is much that can be done to nurture lesser minds. And that is true not just for computer programmers.” –Economist

The Island

Well, I recently wrote a great blog on this movie entitled “The Island”, but it got deleted along with our recent stuff … and I just can’t remember it. But its an interesting movie, that for me raised a lot of questions about the Orthodox Church here in Ukraine.

We’ll bring our copy home in summer, and we’d love to watch it with you and chat a little bit. And maybe, we can both grow a little more towards Jesus through it.

*** UPDATE
My friend Shaun sent me a copy of recent blog posts, THANK YOU! You can find the original post to “The Island” here.

ooops!

I accidentally deleted our website… and we have only here and there backups …. I’ll be working on it this week, so sorry!! My wife has almost forgiven me. :)

The Island

A few posts ago, “9 of Them”, we mentioned we’d like to feature some of their stories. Here is the first one.

One of the students in Sweden is from Ukraine, Dima. We met him and his wife, Zhenya, while we were still there running Titus. They’re really an incredible couple, intelligent, passionate believers, from atheist background.

So what are they doing with YWM in Sweden? They are part of bringing Jesus to people who don’t know who he is. Anyway, we got started talking about the Orthodox church while we were there. Why? Well, the Orthodox church is the major Christian presence in Ukraine and the post-Soviet world. And I’ve been on a major learning curve since we arrived. We’ll do some posts in the future, talking about the Orthodox church. And we watched this very interesting movie with Dima and Zhenya, called The Island in English (you can see its facebook page here). During the Soviet years, the Russian Orthodox church dwindled because of the soviet states radical atheistic marxism seen in repression of religion. Listen to some of these stats:
– In 1917-1939, over 50,000 Orthodox priests vanished, 1000 churches & 60 seminaries were closed
– by 1933, of 600 churches in Moscow only 100 remained open
– by 1941, 98% of all Orthodox churches in Russia were closed
(“Eastern Orthodox Christianity”, Daniel Clendenin, p44).
Wow!
Anyway, the story of the Island takes place during WWII. The main character becomes a priest after having committed a grave sin. It’s an interesting story and we will bring it home with us in summer, if you’re interested, let us know and we’d love to watch it with you. It will give you some understanding of what it means to live here.

As Clendenin very appropriately states … “where this all will lead remains to be seen”.

Goodbye Venezia!

It’s been almost 3 weeks… where have we been? Let me tell you.

While we were in Sweden (one month ago), we were informed that we would be moving out of the classroom we’ve been in – we just didn’t know where. The move has been in the works since around Christmas, but in the middle of April all the pieces converged. So the last two weeks have been full of moving. Did you know I hate moving? Anyway, we only knew where we were moving to a couple days before we hauled everything over.

As well, since we just started a new semester, we’ve been doing lots of the planning for the whole 3 months. Coordinating hospitality for guest speakers, a special seminar before starting to study the prophets, important staff meetings, etc.

Anyway, the city cancelled YWM’s docking contract, along with many other boats on the riverfront, so we actually have to move the boat. But where? Well, it has been for sale for a little while, but no takers, especially now that we can’t stay docked where we were. So what will happen? Who knows. But one thing is for sure. The place isn’t as important as the work we do and so though it takes lots of time and energy, we will persevere. Ever feel like you’re battling on every side? We do to sometimes. Perseverance isn’t easy, but it sure is important!

Happy Birthday Jay!

Jay, you’re such a wonderful little guy! You just started signing back to us when you want more, if you want milk or when you’re done. You’re walking everywhere, have been for 2 months now. We’re really proud of you! Hope you really enjoy the soccer ball, we’ll play lots this summer!

Happy Birthday!

Restenas

The last two weeks have been full of activity (we just posted some new pictures). We travelled to Sweden to teach in the School of Biblical Studies (SBS) there. That is where we were for nearly 3 months last year for Titus Project. It was really kind of them to invite us back to teach and reconnect with friends.

And both of those we did. Before leaving, we were schedule for 4 days teaching in the SBS, as well as preaching at the community meeting (like a service). Then, Angela did a seminar on fundraising for some of the new missionary staff. And out of the blue, Ben was asked to teach on the Church in a different program, the School of Strategic Missions (SOSM). Needless to say, we spent a lot of time in preparation.

But thats not all. We have some really wonderful friends from last summer. And many of them hosted us for meals and reconnecting. We were able to share with them about how we’re doing, get encouraged and prayed for.

But it doesn’t end there. We also got to spend time one-on-one with nearly every student in the SBS. Many of them wanted advice, to chat about their situations, talk about SBS and Titus Project. One couple is from Ukraine and we talked lots about Ukraine and the Orthodox Church.

So it was an excellent trip. We enjoyed wonderful fellowship, times of teaching and many opportunities to encourage people personally. Thank you for making this possible! Jesus’ reign goes forward, one heart at a time.

Hosting a Team of Teachers

We just finished hosting a team of Bible teachers from Taiwan. It was great, we got to see a couple of our friends and they brought some Bubble Tea too – Bubble Tea is probably one of our favourite drinks of all time (at least for Ben)!

Anyway, not only did we have a great time with them, but they also got to do some great work. They taught in rehab centres, within the YWAM community here as well as a bunch of churches in the area – they even spent a whole week in a little village to the south of Kyiv. We got to hear them a few times, and they we’re great to listen to, challenging, passionate and creative! It’s no wonder we love Titus Project, we get to work with the best! :)

9 of Them

We will teach all 9 of them this week. 9 people who have been spending the last 6 months studying the bible verse by verse. 9 people who have fallen more and more in love with God. 9 people who are from 8 different countries. 9 people who are not just learning for themselves but desire to impact this world. Rogvi, Daniel, YeonSoo, Dima, Ester, Paivi, Sarah, Rasa,and Tamra. Like a small drop of water can have a huge ripple effect, so too will these 9 people make ripples in the lives of thousands of others. We are thrilled to be here in Sweden, get to know them, and teach them the books of 1 & 2 Chronicles, Ezra and Nehemiah. We’ll feature a few of their stories over the next two weeks.

The Orthodox Church – Experience #1

Our first experience with the orthodox church happened in late May 2009. We were visiting Kyiv while considering where we might relocate Titus Project in Europe. As part of our visit, one of our hosts by the name of Tim Huddleston, now a treasured friend, took us for a tour around Kyiv.

As we learned, one of Tim’s hobbies was really understanding Kyiv’s history. It turns out to be very rich and interesting (but more on that later). Anyway, one of the landmarks on his tour was St. Volodymyr’s Cathedral. Writing this nearly two years later, I barely remember anything. I will briefly introduce two things that I do remember because they really struck me, but we will only go into depth in subsequent posts.

The first thing I remember was how different it was. Angela and the ladies put on scarves before we entered. There was the paintings and the dim light with candles and a few other things that I really hadn’t experienced, even in the old catholic churches I’ve entered in other European countries.

The second thing I remember was Tim’s comment. It was a teachable moment and he took the opportunity. He said that although worship may be very different than what I am used to, do not quickly pronounce judgment on it because there are many many positives to it and things we can learn from. It was, and remains, wise advice.

So why begin recounting our experiences with the Orthodox Church here? There are a few different reasons, but probably the most important is that the Christian church is vast, and vastly diverse in its style and character. To breathe Ukrainian air is to breathe a mixture of Christian faith. Need a picture? Consider how puppies are tied to the same pole, yet as they run around and around, they get tied together even while they run in many directions. So while we are all rooted to the same Christ, the atmosphere and experience of his worship may be very different, sometimes crossing, sometimes running in parallel. I want to explore this relationship more fully, understand these other worship experiences without prejudice and with love. And in turn, hopefully, bring my own experiences to people who might benefit from them.

Jay-Walking

You wouldn’t believe how long I’ve waited to be able to use that!!! :) But its the truth, today Jay began walking… Angela texted me while I was at work, “Jay just took 10 steps”. I bet you can imagine what I was thinking at that point!

I had the camera at work, but when I got home, we made some video footage which we’ll get up as soon as possible!!! So it’s true, don’t be caught Jay-Walking!