Philippines

It was such a pleasure to go and teach in the Philippines two weeks back! I had two full mornings to teach through Joshua. It was probably more a treasure for me as I watched Joshua conquer the land that God had given the Israelites. In a similar way, we are praying about our future and asking God what land he is sending us to. Then during one of their worship services I was able to share more about our hopes and had them pray for us.
 
We are SO blessed by everyone praying for us. Thank you for your prayers!
 
Anyway, I concluded the week by giving them some ideas about how to teach well. Then on Sunday, they took a bus, a boat and some walking to get to a little church where they blessed them with some testimonies, worship and a message. It is really rewarding to be able to give some training and see people use it right away and bless the church!
 
Thank you so much for this opportunity. We are just one part of a whole team who makes this possible!

My walk home

As I was walking home today from our office I contemplated this blog.
What am I going to write about? I need to write…but?????
 
So I decided to give you some glimpses of my walk home.
  • First I saw an old man on a scooter getting ready to park. He stopped the scooter, moved a sandbag that he had left next to the curb to save his spot, and then parked the scooter.
  • Then I saw a girl about 10 years old walking into her apartment still in her school uniform. I looked at my watch 5:50pm- wow, kids would never go to school that late in Canada.
  • I kept walking past the guy who sells stinky tofu. If you don’t remember our description of this food from before…think REALLY smelly. Yuck! Everyday I walk by and try not to scrunch up my nose and offend anyone.
  • Two of my friends walk towards me. They are students in the 9 month bible school YWAM runs. One of them asks me about my mom. It is so good to have people who care and remember. (update: she will be going for chemo for 3 months, then surgery, then more chemo, please pray for her!!!)
  • After we go our separate ways I pass my favorite Golden Retriever I talk to everyday, "Hey big guy…are you hot? Me too!"
  • At the corner of our street our local shoe cobbler says hi to me. Everyday we say hi as he fixes people’s shoes.
  • And then I enter our apartment, home sweet home! Cassie and Ben are both having naps. Can I have one too? Maybe next month :)
 
 
 

Update on my mom

For those who are praying for my mom, I just wanted to let you all know that she is back at home and still just waiting on more tests. But she is feeling okay and glad to be at home. Please keep praying for her, my dad and the whole family as we play the waiting game. One thing I have learned from my mom-> waiting does not have to mean worry. She always says, ‘Lots to think/pray about, nothing to worry about!’
 
In other news our cousins Carter and Sydney are coming to visit us for a whole month! They get here next week and we are so excited to have them. This will be their first time in Asia so that will be lots of fun. They will be helping us as we get Titus Project underway again. This time we have 11 students, one team going to the Big country to the North of us and one team staying right here in Taiwan! Exciting!!! 

I will never leave you

 

God has said,
“Never will I leave you;
never will I forsake you.”??
6?So we say with confidence,
“The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid…

Heb 13:5-6

 (Also found in: Deut 31:6,8; Jos 1:5)
 
This is true, I have found this to be very true the past few days in the unknown uncertainty of sickness. I’m praying that this truth will be known by all of my family. Please pray with Ben and I.

My homeland :)

As we flew into the Ukraine I looked around at all the people. After observing the size of their noses I said to Ben ‘these are my people’ :) This was the last stop on our trip to Europe. It was really exciting to see all that is happening in the largest country in Europe! We spent three days in Kiev, the capital of the Ukraine. Interestingly enough, it really reminded me of Winnipeg. It has two major rivers that run through the city and the trees and foliage are very similar. The population is quite a bit bigger at 3-4 million, they speak Russian and Ukrainian, and there is still a lot of corruption- but overall the impression I had was, did I fly home to Winnipeg or am I in the Ukraine. We went up to the top of an Eastern Orthodox church and looked out over the city (Ben climbed all the way up the bell tower carrying Cassie! What a dad!) and we saw lots of flat land just beyond the city. It looked similar to the prairies around Winnipeg.
 
We had a great time visiting the YWAM SBS staff there in Kiev and they showed us AMAZING hospitality taking us out for lunches and dinners! Perogies, Holopchi and yes, yummy Kulbasa! You can see pictures of our time there on the side of this blog. Also we took a video of us going up the longest escalator I have ever seen!! It took us over two minutes to get up the escalator! 

Sweden, Germany and Family!

Question and Answer with the ABC Family
 
Q: What was your impressions of Sweden?
A: Wow! Did we just fly into Lake of the Woods? What a gorgeous place. YWAM
has a large campus (over 50 acres) with Trees, Horses, Flowers and many
buildings. It is a 5 minute walk from a salt water sea- amazing! The hospitality
we received was overwhelming as we enjoyed meals with SBS staff, the Bible Core
Course leader, the head of the training department and everyone on the base.
 
Q: I see pictures of you with a group of children- who are they?
A: An amazing coincidence (if you believe in those!) We just happened to be
in Europe at the same time as Ben’s sister’s family decided to take vacation
there for a friend’s wedding. We had two wonderful days with Mike, Lisa and our
four nieces and nephews! They found an apartment that we could rent
all together, so we shared meals, walked around Frankfurt and just relaxed
together. It could not have been a better time! Plus it was Cassie’s first
birthday (see her blog down the page) and what a gift from God to be able
to spend it with family.
 
Q: Where are you now?
A: Right now we are in the Ukraine. The YWAM base here is a lot
like Taiwan. All the staff live in different apartments and the schools run in
some different places. The main place is a boat that is secured to a dock.
That is where we are staying. It used to be a restaurant but now YWAM owns
it and operates out of it. We’ll talk more about Ukraine in our next post
because we just got here last night.
 
Q: Has God spoken to you yet about where to start Titus Project?
A: Not yet, but God did speak to Ben to read Psalms 77. At the
end it talks about God leading His people Israel and Ben felt God spoke
that as a promise that He will lead us as well, so we feel a peace
about waiting to hear God speak.

 

Europe Whirlwind

This is my first time in Europe (besides the one day I left the airport in England). What an amazing place. In Germany I was impressed with these beautiful small villages where all the houses have red roofs and are encircled by farm fields that look like patchwork. Here in England the brick homes that line the streets remind me of a street in Winnipeg called Wellington Crescent (but not nearly as large).
 
Today we had a really great meeting with a man named Phil. Phil has been working with YWAM and particularily the School of Biblical Studies (SBS) in Europe for around 15 years. He gave us a really warm invitation to bring Titus Project to Europe. This is so important from a man who knows the most about the different YWAM bases here. Having his blessing will mean a much easier integration for us to join this European YWAM community.
 
Please keep praying for us as we travel to Sweden tomorrow. We are really sensing the value in this trip for bringing clarity and direction. Today as we prayed I felt God give me picture of a farmer. Imagine the perfect farming conditions, think of Manitoba or Saskatchewan. It is a large bountiful harvest of wheat…a bumper crop if you will. But then the farmer takes the abundance of food and brings what is needed to the hungriest parts of the world. In a similar way we are doing the same thing. Taking the abundance of SBS graduates in Europe since there are so many and bringing them to teach in the hungriest parts of the world.
 
 

Titus Conference

We’re in rural Bavaria. The people are friendly,
the homes well cared for and the gardens tended. This week we’ve had a lot of
meetings. Usually meetings tend to be pretty much the same no matter what you’re
doing. But this time it was a little different. The nature of our department is
that we are very few and we work all over the world. Actually, its a little bit
like the gardens here. Each home has a little garden and the gardeners need to
make time to talk together.  If they don’t, then their carrot patches might
suffer… Ok. So you can’t take the analogy very far but the point is that we
didn’t even know most of the people in our department (which is Titus
Project).
 
So this week we finally got to meet the rest of our
team – and it was well worth it. We spent much time in prayer together, talking
about the things we’ve been doing, things that have been working well and things
we need to improve on. We are SO thankful for our coworkers and friends who have
given much to be doing what we are doing. Thank you for your prayers for us this
week, they have been put to good use.
 
This coming week we will be visiting some of the
potential places in Europe where we might run Titus. England, Sweden and
Ukraine. Sadly we won’t be able to visit a number of other bases that are also
very real potential locations like Romania, etc. Please keep praying for us. We
are all doing great, Cassie is travelling well and making lots of friends as
usual.

Ben and Angela- Football Coaches!

Blue Forty -Two! Blue Forty-Two! Hut Hut Hut!!!
 
Okay, well, maybe we aren’t football coaches per se… But our lives are similar in a way. We have an on season, and we have an off season. But do coaches stop working in the off season? No way! Well, neither do we. Our to-do list is as full as ever. But what do we do you ask? Some of the things we are working on right now are:
  • Completing ‘Titus Times’ a newsletter we send out to all the SBS and Titus Locations
  • Balancing the books from the 9 different outreach teams we just sent out. Try accounting for spending in many different countries (where receipts don’t really exist) in a country like Taiwan that has strict accounting standards and wants receipts for EVERYTHING!
  • Preparing to teach during our Taiwan staff training week on Time and Financial Management (please pray for us as we do this next Thursday)
  • In May we are going to Europe for a Titus Project and SBS conference. We have to prepare a presentation for that conference.
  • Preparing a staff training manual for Titus Project International
Plus we are preparing for our next Titus which runs in 2 months from now!
 
So while we may not be on an outreach at the moment we are not short of things to do. Don’t worry though. I am still keeping my New Years resolution and not using the word ‘Busy’. Instead I say, my life is full of purposeful, important things that I love to do. And the most important thing? Hang out with my daughter!!! I get all my work done during her nap times and taking turns with daddy!!!
 
 

There can’t be only one God…

The book is called ‘The Reason for God, Belief in an Age of Skepticism’ by Timothy Keller. It’s divided into 2 parts: 7 doubts that people have about Christianity & 7 reasons for faith.
 
You know for years I’ve looked for a book like this. Because often in my heart and my mind I’m divided. I have a strong faith that there is more than I can see in this world, that humans are here for a reason, that emotions like love and joy and the spirit of creativity can only originate outside of us first. But. At the same time I live in a culture and a society that teaches me to trust only what I can see. Sometimes it seems strange to me to follow a person that lived 2000 years ago, even if the evidence is overwhelming that he rose from the dead. I’m not ashamed of having doubts. I think they are normal and healthy. Timothy Keller would say, "only if you struggle long and hard with objections to your faith will you be able to provide grounds for your beliefs to skeptics, including yourself, that are plausible rather than ridiculous or offensive. And, just as important for our current situation, such a process will lead you, even after you come to a position of strong faith, to respect and understand those who doubt." (pg xvii)
 
However, Keller also says, "that skeptics must learn to look for a type of faith hidden within their reasoning. All doubts, however skeptical and cynical they may seem, are really a set of alternate beliefs. For example, if you doubt Christianity because ‘their can’t be just one true religion,’ you must recognize that this statement is itself an act of faith. No one can prove it empirically, and it is not a universal truth that everyone accepts. If you went to the middle east and said, ‘there can’t be just one true religion,’ nearly everyone would say, ‘why not?’ The reason you doubt Christianity’s Belief A is because you hold unprovable Belief B. Every doubt, therefore, is based on a leap of faith." (p xvii)
 
This book has helped me to continue to wrestle through some questions and doubts and enabled me to be stronger in faith and purpose. I would highly recommend it to both believers and skeptics alike. Because it is easier to get busy and simply not think about the tough questions, too many believers run from their doubts and too many skeptics have not thoroughly examined the evidence for faith. On the left side of the page you’ll find a link to the book on Amazon if you’re interested in reading it.

I’m hungry but…

So you are sitting in the little restaurant wanting to order something yummy, but there is a problem.
The problem is that you can’t read the menu- you can’t even sound out the words because there are no words, only chinese characters.
 
After a year and half of living here this is still a frustrating experience. We only go to restaurants where we can point to the pictures. Actually we often eat at home which is more expensive because we still can’t read menus, BUT all this is about to change!
 
Ben has decided to start learning how to read menus. Everytime we are out he grabs a to-go menu from a restaurant and pulls out his chinese dictionary! I’m excited for the day when Ben will be able to take me to a place we have never been before and be able to order what we want :)
 
It’s the little things, don’t take them for granted!
 
My next blog is going to be about a book I am reading called ‘The Reason for God- belief in an age of skepticism’ by Timothy Keller. It is a very interesting, thought-provoking read which I would highly recommend!

The Story of Stuff

Our friend Jay, a conscientious earth-dweller,
recommended this site. It’s got a good message – that our consumption driven
life is a one-way street with a dead-end. If you open the webpage
http://www.storyofstuff.com and hit the play button, a 20 minute movie will play –
its definitely worth a watch. The host is well-spoken and the stick-figure
animation entertaining but elucidating. Anyway. That said, the only critique is
that there is no conclusive solution to the root problem. They know the problem
– that we’ve been trained that the purpose of life is consumerism. However, I
could not find the solution – what is the purpose of life? Love to hear your
comments: please email us.

Love was in the air…

We are back. Back from where you ask? From a beautiful wedding in the Dominican Republic! Two people very special to me were married-My brother Kevin and my new sister-in-law Tanya. It was a beautiful wedding on a perfect tropical Day with lots of fun dancing, great food and friends! I’m so glad I went- thank you to Kevin and Tanya and my parents who made it possible!!
 
I also got an amazing surprise the first day I arrived at the airport- my best friend Liza SURPRISED me by coming to the wedding! We shared a room all week and had an amazing time!! You can imagine how much Cassie loved her Auntie Liza, Liza even had her singing by the end of the week ‘Lalalala!’
 
My husband missed me a lot! I came home to flowers in every room of our apartment! Isn’t he sweet?!!
 
Life gets into full swing again here in Taiwan. Our final Titus outreach team gets back from Ch*na today so now we begin their final week of debriefing, we are excited to hear their stories of discipling the underground church.

Three Cups of Tea

It’s just a book. The cover has got a nice picture and looks ok. It’s been a New York Times Bestseller – but a lot of books carry that title. Really, what’s all the fuss about then?
 
One man. He failed to climb the mountain. Almost died on his way down. Really, what’s all the fuss about then?
 
One little girl. Her mom died during her birth. Country bumpkin. Really, what’s all the fuss about then?
 
Read the book. Pause to feel the emotions. Dream a little. One person can make a difference. It’s in your hands now.

We’re Back in Taiwan

We had a great final week with our friends in
Indonesia! We finished our final week with a graduation for over 50 people,
including many local pastors. It was a truly joyful occasion, both for us but
far more so for our students! Early Saturday morning we took flight for Jakarta
and then finally Taipei in the evening. The rides were safe and uneventful –
just how we like it! This week will be really busy as we finish debriefing all
the teams, some of whom experienced quite difficult experiences but also some
who had really good ones too. Angela and Cassie will also leave a little early
to attend her brothers wedding in the Dominican. All alone with the little girl
for nearly 24 hours of travel and then jetlag with Cassie will probably make for
some stressful times, but it will be worth all the pain to give Nanna and
Grandpa some time with Cassie as well as be a part of Kevin & Tanya’s
wedding.
 
Thank you all for your prayers and encouragement –
these last two months have been truly incredible for
us!

Study .. Do .. Teach

Ezra 7.10 says that Ezra set his heart to study the
law, to do it and to teach others. For these past seven weeks we’ve been
training our 25 students how to study the Bible and also challenging them to
live it out in their lives. This next week is our last week here and we are
going to give them tools on how to teach others. It will be like a mini Titus
Project course. Some of the students have lots of experience and for some it
will be their first time teaching but everyone is excited!
 
As our time comes to a close, we are sad to leave.
We’ve made many good friends and had lots of fun times. We’re also excited to
get back to Taiwan where we have many friends waiting for us. The other teams
that we sent out will also be arriving back and we’re eagerly anticipating their
stories.

Highlights of the week

Every week we sit down to write our blog (since we can only write on
saturdays) and it is so hard to know what to write about. Do we talk about the
students the past week…our teachers we are discipling…what we personally are
learning…? It is so hard to decide.
 
So let’s do 5 highlights that cover all those areas:
1) My mom’s
birthday was March 4th, I was sad that I couldn’t call her, but prayed for her
and thought about how blessed I am to have a mom who loves me and cares for
me!
2) I talked to my ‘sister’ Liza on Skype last weekend and it made me so
happy- I really miss her.
3) Read an interesting book about the ‘Emergent
church’. Ben and I had many nuanced (a very emergent word!) discussions about
this book with our friend Jay- I love books that make you think.
4) Our students studied Judges, Kings
and Jonah. In fact they taught Jonah in groups to themselves. Now that we are in
the last weeks we are really trying to give them tools of how they will pass on
all that
they have learned.
5) Our teachers are tired. They have worked really
hard for a month and a half. Please pray that they (and we) have endurance to
finish well- two more weeks left.
 
Thanks so much for taking our life journey with us as you follow along on
this blog. Talk to you next week :)

 

Visa Run

We were told we would have to fly to Kota
Kinabalu  (K.K for short) to get our new visas for Indonesia. We were
given 30 days when we landed in Indonesia, but in order to stay for
the second month we had to leave the country, apply at the embassy in
Malaysia for another 30 day visa, and then come back. BUT when we got to
Malaysia (we took a bus for 10 hours to a city on the border called
Kuching) we were told we didn’t have to fly to the capital city of K.K,
we could get the visas right there in Kuching! Let me tell you that we
were not very happy with the website information that told us we had to fly to
K.K  since we had already bought NON- REFUNDABLE airplane tickets. Oh well,
what were we to do right?! So we went to the airport at 10:15pm to fly to K.K
(even though now it was unnecessary). The great news is that our flight was
delayed! What? You may be asking yourself, "why in the world is it good that
your flight was delayed?" Well, because it was delayed due to a mechanical
problem and they didn’t know when it would be fixed, we asked them to refund our
tickets (which they normally wouldn’t do) and they said YES! So we stayed
in Kuching the whole time and saved the team a few hundred dollars by
not flying to K.K. Also we thought Cassie might have a problem getting a
Visa like she did the last time, but with everyone praying we didn’t have a
problem at all. They didn’t even mention anything, just put a new Visa in
Cassie’s passport! Thank you so much for all your prayers. We had a great
few days of rest in Malaysia, and now we are back in Indonesia for the
last month where we will be teaching the Old
Testament!

New Testament Completed

We’ve made it through the first month of our mini-SBS. On Friday we gave or students a New Testament test. As I lied in my bed the night before the test I could hear all the students repeating outloud the main ideas of the books we have studied, the dates of the New Testament, and the most important events. While remembering these things is important, what is the most valuable is that they have learned to study for themselves. We are having a 5 day break before we start the Old Testament because we have to go to Malaysia to get our visas renewed. All of our students had to pick one of the following books to study on their own during the break: 1 John, 1 Peter or 1 Timothy . It is really a test for us, are they able to do it? That is our goal, so we will see if we have attained it!
Please pray that Cassie is able to get back into Indonesia. Her Passport is only valid for 5 more months and the Indonesian government requires 6. It was a little bit of a hassle last time so we are praying it will all go smooth.

Awesomeness

"There is no charge for awesomeness or attractiveness." – Po the Panda!
 
I really enjoyed the movie – "Kung Fu Panda" – all 4 times I’ve watched it in the last two months. It ranks right up there with Aladdan! That’s no mean feat… Anyway, I don’t know if you’ve seen the movie but its all about a Panda who becomes the Kung Fu master and has to save the town from the evil Tai Lung. Anyway, its super funny – at least to me! But right at the beginning he is dreaming about being a Kung Fu master and as everyone is gawking at him and saying how great he is, he makes this quote – there is no charge for awesomeness and attractiveness!
 
So what does this have to do with anything? Well, I realized as I was praying for a friend this week – that even though Jesus is SO awesome and attractive – he doesn’t charge for it. He is easy to be with, fun, passionate and beautiful and he does everything he can (without stepping over the "choice" boundary) to be with us. No charge. He’s not out to make a buck. Not out for his own gain. Not out for any selfish reason. He’s the epitomy of humility and selflessness. And he’s awesome! No charge!