February 1- My Freedom Festival
Every year on February 1st I (Angela) celebrate the fact that I no longer have to walk in guilt and shame, but that Christ took that to the cross because of love for me and the whole of the human race. I recently read this illustration while I was preparing for a sermon and it speaks to my heart as I think of celebrating my Freedom Festival.
It is a bit long, but worth reading, I promise!
There was a certain Professor of Theology named Dr. Christianson, a studious man who taught at a small private college in the Western United States. Dr. Christianson taught the required survey course in Christianity at this particular institution. Every student was required to take this course his or her freshman year regardless of his or her major.
Although Dr. Christianson tried hard to communicate the essence of the gospel in his class, he found that most of his students looked upon the course as nothing but required drudgery. Despite his best efforts, most students refused to take true Christianity seriously.
This year, Dr. Christianson had a special student named Steve. Steve was only a freshman, but was studying with the intent of going on to seminary for the ministry. Steve was popular, he was well liked, and he was an imposing physical specimen. He was now the starting center on the school football team, and was the best student in the professor’s class.
One day, Dr. Christianson asked Steve to stay after class so he could talk with him. “How many push-ups can you do?”
Steve said, “I do about 200 every night.” “200? That’s pretty good, Steve,” Dr. Christianson said. “Do you think you could do 300?” Steve replied, “I don’t know… I’ve never done 300 at a time.” “Do you think you could?” again asked Dr. Christianson. “Well, I can try,” said Steve.
“Can you do 300 in sets of 10? I have a class project in mind and I need you to do about 300 push ups in sets of ten for this to work. Can you do it? I need you to tell me you can do it,” said the professor. Steve said, “Well… I think I can… yeah, I can do it.” Dr. Christianson said, “Good! I need you to do this on Friday. Let me explain what I have in mind.”
Friday came and Steve got to class early and sat in the front of the room. When class started, the professor pulled out a big box of donuts. Now these weren’t the normal kinds of donuts they were the extra fancy BIG kind, with cream centers and frosting swirls. Everyone was pretty excited it was Friday, the last class of the day, and they were going to get an early start on the weekend with a party in Dr. Christianson’s class.
Dr. Christianson went to the first girl in the first row and asked, “Cynthia, do you want to have one of these donuts?”
Cynthia said, “Yes.”
Dr. Christianson then turned to Steve and asked, “Steve, would you do ten push-ups so that Cynthia can have a donut?”
Steve said, “Sure,” and jumped down from his desk to do a quick ten. Then Steve again sat in his desk. Dr. Christianson put a donut on Cynthia’s desk.
Dr. Christianson then went to Joe, the next person, and asked, “Joe, do you want a donut?”
Joe said, “Yes.” Dr. Christianson asked, “Steve would you do ten push-ups so Joe can have a donut?” Steve did ten push-ups, Joe got a donut.
And so it went, down the first aisle, Steve did ten pushups for every person before they got their donut.
And down the second aisle, till Dr. Christianson came to Scott. Scott was on the basketball team, and in as good of a condition as Steve. He was very popular and never lacking for female companionship. When the professor asked, “Scott do you want a donut?”
Scott’s reply was, “Well, can I do my own pushups?”
Dr. Christianson said, “No, Steve has to do them.”
Then Scott said, “Well, I don’t want one then.”
Dr. Christianson shrugged and then turned to Steve and asked, “Steve, would you do ten pushups so Scott can have a donut he doesn’t want?”
With perfect obedience Steve started to do ten pushups.
Scott said, “HEY! I said I didn’t want one!”
Dr. Christianson said, “Look, this is my classroom, my class, my desks, and these are my donuts. Just leave it on the desk if you don’t want it.” And he put a donut on Scott’s desk.
Now by this time, Steve had begun to slow down a little. He just stayed on the floor between sets because it took too much effort to be getting up and down. You could start to see a little perspiration coming out around his brow.
Dr. Christianson started down the third row. Now the students were beginning to get a little angry.
Dr. Christianson asked Jenny, “Jenny, do you want a donut?”
Sternly, Jenny said, “No.”
Then Dr. Christianson asked Steve, “Steve, would you do ten more pushups so Jenny can have a donut that she doesn’t want?” Steve did ten, Jenny got a donut.
By now, a growing sense of uneasiness filled the room. The students were beginning to say “No” and there were all these uneaten donuts on the desks. Steve also had to really put forth a lot of extra effort to get these pushups done for each donut. There began to be a small pool of sweat on the floor beneath his face, his arms and brow were beginning to get red because of the physical effort involved.
Dr. Christianson asked Robert, who was the most vocal unbeliever in the class, to watch Steve do each push up to make sure he did the full ten pushups in a set because he couldn’t bear to watch all of Steve’s work for all of those uneaten donuts. He sent Robert over to where Steve was so Robert could count the set and watch Steve closely. Dr. Christianson started down the fourth row.
During his class, however, some students from other classes had wandered in and sat down on the steps along the radiators that ran down the sides of the room. When the professor realized this, he did a quick count and saw that now there were 34 students in the room. He started to worry if Steve would be able to make it.
Dr. Christianson went on to the next person and the next and the next. Near the end of that row, Steve was really having a rough time. He was taking a lot more time to complete each set.
Steve asked Dr. Christianson, “Do I have to make my nose touch on each one?”
Dr. Christianson thought for a moment, “Well, they’re your pushups.. You are in charge now. You can do them any way that you want.” And Dr. Christianson went on.
A few moments later, Jason, a recent transfer student, came to the room and was about to come in when all the students yelled in one voice, “NO! Don’t come in! Stay out!”
Jason didn’t know what was going on. Steve picked up his head and said, “No, let him come.”
Professor Christianson said, “You realize that if Jason comes in you will have to do ten pushups for him?”
Steve said, “Yes, let him come in. Give him a donut.”
Dr. Christianson said, “Okay, Steve, I’ll let you get Jason’s out of the way right now. Jason, do you want a donut?”
Jason, new to the room hardly knew what was going on. “Yes,” he said, “give me a donut.”
“Steve, will you do ten pushups so that Jason can have a donut?” Steve did ten pushups very slowly and with great effort. Jason, bewildered, was handed a donut and sat down.
Dr. Christianson finished the fourth row, then started on those visitors seated by the heaters. Steve’s arms were now shaking with each pushup in a struggle to lift himself against the force of gravity. Sweat was profusely dropping off of his face and, by this time, there was no sound except his heavy breathing, there was not a dry eye in the room.
The very last two students in the room were two young women, both cheerleaders, and very popular. Dr. Christianson went to Linda, the second to last, and asked, “Linda, do you want a doughnut?”
Linda said, very sadly, “No, thank you.”
Professor Christianson quietly asked, “Steve, would you do ten pushups so that Linda can have a donut she doesn’t want?”
Grunting from the effort, Steve did ten very slow pushups for Linda.
Then Dr. Christianson turned to the last girl, Susan. “Susan, do you want a donut?”
Susan, with tears flowing down her face, began to cry. “Dr. Christianson, why can’t I help him?”
Dr. Christianson, with tears of his own, said, “No, Steve has to do it alone, I have given him this task and he is in charge of seeing that everyone has an opportunity for a donut whether they want it or not. When I decided to have a party this last day of class, I looked at my grade book. Steve, here is the only student with a perfect grade. Everyone else has failed a test, skipped class, or offered me inferior work. Steve told me that in football practice, when a player messes up he must do push ups. I told Steve that none of you could come to my party unless he paid the price by doing your push ups. He and I made a deal for your sakes.
Steve, would you do ten pushups so Susan can have a donut?”
As Steve very slowly finished his last pushup, with the understanding that he had accomplished all that was required of him, having done 350 pushups, his arms buckled beneath him and he fell to the floor.
Dr. Christianson turned to the room and said. “And so it was, that our Savior, Jesus Christ, on the cross, plead to the Father, Into thy hands I commend my spirit.’ With the understanding that He had done everything that was required of Him, he yielded up His life.. And like some of those in this room, many of us leave the gift on the desk, uneaten.”
Two students helped Steve up off the floor and to a seat, physically exhausted, but wearing a thin smile. “Well done, good and faithful servant” said the professor, adding “Not all sermons are preached in words.”
Turning to his class the professor said, “My wish is that you might understand and fully comprehend all the riches of grace and mercy that have been given to you through the sacrifice of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, who spared not the only Begotten Son, but gave Him up for us all, for the whole world, now and forever.
Bye Bye Becky
ย Two months flies by and it is with a sad heart that we say bye bye Becky. It’s been such a pleasure to have you here with us!
Becky lives at the front of the property and we live at the back so the other day, Becky was coming back to join us for dinner. We were watching for her from the window and when Kai saw her he started shouting – Aunty Becky! And after Jay opened the door for her, Kai ran up to her for a big hug.
Thanks for coming Becky. You’ve touched a bunch of lives, seen the plethora of opportunities for serving here and been such a blessing for us! We hope Ukraine has found a place in your heart, maybe even written on a wall.
Thanks Aunty Becky!
The Exterior is Finished
This is the grand unveiling. It probably goes without saying but we are so very blessed to have this gift. Thank you, all of you, who have given so that we have a home here on the YWAM property that we can live in and minister from. Here in the picture you can see the exterior is finished. The interior is drywalledย and the heating is on, but otherwise unfinished. We’re hoping its only another month to finish inside, but if it turns into two that will be ok too.
A Few Details
Front door is over on the left side, eventually there will be a really nice pathway where the dirt road is right now. This path will wind through the middle of the YWAM property to the front gate.
The two corner windows just right of the front door is kitchen and the three big windows is a little nook, these 3 windows face the river, which is not too close but pretty much unobstructed. Directly above is the master bedroom with a great view of the river. The two windows on the left on the second floor are the kids bedrooms. Cassie, as a growing young woman will get her own room while the boys can share.
The last thing that you need to know is this great place has a spare bedroom downstairs and a small second bathroom. There’s room and we’d love to have you come visit, just tell us how long!
View from the Water
Teaching in Asia
On of our teacher intern teams was sent to Asia this fall, here is a part of an update from them. Keep in mind thatย because of the nature of our work we cannot post explicitly the names or places where theyย minister.
Time is flying, more than half of the outreach is already over. Let us honestly share some ups and downs from our life here in Asia.
Down: Power cut, right when all our lap top batteries were empty.
Up: Meeting friends of friends, YWAM is like a family!
Down: Crazy, cursing driver for 9h on our way from one city to another over the mountains.
Up: Adore Godโs gorgeous creation on our 9h ride.
Up: Smetana (sour cream). Smetana makes everything good. All is well.
Up: Our teaching makes people hungry for more!
Down: Power cut. Again. Shower in the dark.
Up: Every time Nadia and Julian get to hold a cat!
Down: Nadiaโs computer cord melted. Literally.
Up: No diarrhea for quite a while now! Yay!
Up: Spending time with locals as well as missionaries.
Up: Doing a good job at teaching very spontaneously.
You see, there are more ups than downs! Life is good!
We taught 3 weeks in a underground Bible school in one city, which is actually a seminary for leadersยญโtoยญโbe. We have some new books in our repertoire now: Ephesians and Jonah. We also got to teach in a Kyrgyz church, where we had very eager students who had great testimonies to share.
Right now we are in another city. Tomorrow we will leave to teach in a village 6h from here for a week. We will teach pastors how to study the Bible inductively and have Bible studies with other people from the village. –end update–
What an amazing update – leaders and congregations in Asia say THANK YOU for sending Bible teachers!
YWAM Kyiv Albania Team
Our DTS at YWAM Kyiv will soon be heading out on practicum. One team is headed out to Albania where they will share the gospel, love people and bring God’s kingdom in new ways. They made a video to introduce their team so we thought we’d share it! Enjoy.
Go Canada!
Ben and Ang are forcing me to write a blog about my first impressions of Ukraine and YWAM and YWAM in Ukraine, which is a dangerous thing to do when I am so jet lagged… ย Luckily, my impressions so far have been good ones. ย I will elaborate with a three point sermon:
First of all, the people here (on the YWAM base) are very friendly and welcoming, which has been beneficial considering I have to share a bathroom with 8 of them. ย The leaders on the base seem to really know what they are doing and they have a clear and vibrant vision for their ministries (yes, this includes Ang and Ben). ย I would go into detail, but that’s their job. ย They are doing a good work, but are overstretched which is probably the norm when doing ministry. ย They all seem to wear many different hats, and in my short time here they have been an inspiration considering that they do all the things they have to do without complaining or arguing…as far as I’ve noticed anyway.
Secondly, I have had the opportunity to see a little bit of the city so far and have been told about it’s history. ย It is amazing, beautiful and complex all rolled in one (much like whoever is reading this, I’m sure). ย There is lots to see, lots of people and lots of things I do not understand. ย (By the way, if you are thinking of coming here, which you should, ย learn from my ignorance and consider learning a bit of Russian before you come, it would be beneficial.)
Thirdly, I have been astounded by seeing what Ben and Ang can accomplish with three kids along for the ride. ย I will blow their horn for a while, so hopefully they won’t delete this part. ย They are a testament to patience and grace. ย I’ll tell you why. ย First they have put up with me for the past three days, and they have two months to go. ย I have not seen a grimace or eye roll from them yet, not even a sigh of exasperation. ย Kudos to them for that. ย In addition, every experience I have had here, whether it was actually flying here from Canada or even trekking through this massive city, I have imagined doing with three kids with me, and each time I’ve imagined these scenarios I found myself racked with imaginary anxiety. ย Seriously people, my sanity would be hanging by a thread if I was them. ย I don’t know how they do it (probably because of Jesus), and because they go through life with such amazing attitudes I find myself inspired. ย And because they still are completely sane, thriving, faith filled human beings I have a new found belief in miracles.
In conclusion, this city is great, YWAMers are great, Ben and Ang and their kids are great, God is greater because He has made all these things and gives them all strength to carry on. ย If you support Ben and Ang and their ministry in any way, which you probably do if you are reading this blog, then I have a deep respect and appreciation for you and, after being here, know that it is a great thing you are doing to support them. ย Thanks for your attention.
An Update from Paraguay
Here is an update from one of the teams that we sent out to Paraguay.
Imagine you come to a place as a stranger and after a week you leave friends behind. That happened to us in Indepedencia.
The contact with the German family happened so randomly. We went into a shop in the Mennonite colony to buy a mirror. We shared with the Lady who runs it, what we are doing and why we are in Paraguay. She said that she has a friend, who started a small church not too long ago and might be interested in our program. Later we bring her our information letter and she takes it along to her friends house during her next visit, which is about 3 hrs drive away. The response to our information came almost immediately and some dates were arranged.
When we got there we were welcomed very warmly. They had a little guesthouse ready for us, where we could stay as a team. Our host family is the third generation of former immigrants from Germany, but they are no Mennonites. They own a ceramic factory. Every Monday they start the week with devotion in the factory. The church evolved out of this, because more and more workers decided to follow Jesus and needed a place, where they could bring their family. So the German family renovated an empty house next to the factory and turned it into a church.
We taught the Bible Panorama from Tuesday till Friday. Every day we had rain until late afternoon. The roads here get very muddy and dangerous to drive. Nevertheless we had 20-30 people every evening, who came anyways. One girl wasnโt even a Christian. She is dating someone who was raised Christian and turned away from Jesus. Now she is asking a lot of questions and he has to explain the biblical truth to her. God has interesting ways with peopleโฆ This girl said, that she first didnโt want to come for the evening program, because she felt shy, but when Edith, who knew about her through someone else sent her a text message inviting her personally, she changed her mind. Well, she came the next day as well and the next day and the next dayโฆ
Saying goodbye at the end of this week, wasnโt easy. We were one in the same spirit and had some great fellowship with this Paraguayan-german family.
Whats Hiding?
ย Can you guess what is hiding behind the big blue tarp? More to come soon. :)
Communication
Going Fishing
Billy Wilder, the great movie producer, openly admitted: “I have a vast and terrible desire never to bore an audience.” With tacit agreement Jack Parr once declared: “The greatest sin is to be dull.”
Those two statements ought to haunt anyone who regularly practices the fine art of communication.
Communication is a competitive field. Like it or not, the teacher, writer, speaker, or preacher contends with ABC, NBC, CBS, CNN, Rush Limbaugh, magazines, paperbacks, CDs, the theater, the cinema, the thrilling excitement of sporting events, and a zillion other attractions. Pity the missionary whose letter arrives in the same mail with Sports Illustrated or Newsweek. God help the Sunday evening services across America that do battle with60 Minutes and Masterpiece Theater.
Today’s communicator faces a stiffer challenge than ever before. This means that we who communicate Christ must work especially hard at winning and then maintaining a hearing. This doesn’t mean we need to put on a better show or shout louder or attack our competition. What it does mean is that we must meet at least three demands.
We must be prepared. Basically, it necessitates doing our homework. But it also means we must determine what ought to remain behind the counter, held in reserve, and what ought to be placed on display. It’s the art of verbal economy.
We must be interesting. We must paint verbal pictures for the uninitiated, preoccupied mind to see. To do this we need energy, subtlety, relevance, and changes of pace.
We must be practical. Communicating the Scriptures is more than dumping out a truckload of biblical facts; it means using those facts to meet practical, everyday needs.
Communicating is like fishing. We need to provide the right lures and bait to attract our listeners.
Check out Paul’s address on Mars Hill (Acts 17) or Stephen’s defense before the Council (Acts 7) or Jesus’ great sermon on the mountain (Matt. 5โ7) or His conversation with Nicodemus (John 3). Not a rusty hook in the bunch!
Funny thing about fish: They keep their eyes open even when they’re bored and sound asleep. Myopic communicators tend to forget that.
– See more at: http://www.insight.org
We find what we look for!
We will find in the Bible only as much as we are looking for:
Great things and divine things
if we look for great and divine things,
important and historical things
if we look for important and historical things,
nothing at all
if we do not look for anything at all.
-Karl Barth, Theologian
Why?
It is a good question!
We encourage our kids to ask it lots, but do we? Why do we do the things we do? Live in the place we do? Work the job that we do?
Today in our staff connection time we asked our staff the question: Why?
Why do you do your ministry?
Why in Ukraine?
Why with YWAM Kyiv?
For me, I’ve thought about this lots, as have most of our staff, because so many people ask us, “Why are you working in Ukraine? Isn’t it dangerous?”
I am a bible teacher because I believe that God left us this beautiful collection of writings that span over 4000 years to teach us about Him, His purpose for the world and His Kingdom that will one day be fully established on Earth. It is a powerful book that cuts to the heart.
I am in Ukraine because I feel that this is the place that God wants me to be. It is a country that needs the truth, love and freedom of Christ. (www.ywamkyiv.org)
I’m with YWAM because it is an organization that focuses on adventure, young people, hearing God’s voice, community and faith in God to do the impossible (www.ywam.org/)
It is good to remember these things, because in the tough moments, the challenges of life, the way I answer the question ‘why?’ is what helps me to persevere.
Thoughts from Greece
On of our outreach teams went to work in Greece. Here is a small update from them:
We are now already for a week in Greece, Athens, and started teaching the Bible overview to Afghan Refugees. They are amazing. These people are so hungry to hear more about God. Some of them come from their villages that are 3 hours away from us, just to be able to learn more about how amazing God is. We are all very impressed by them.
In a land that has experienced Christianity from day 1, there still remains so much blindness to the truth. Pray with us that the Lord would open the eyes of the blind and set the captives free!
Foundation Finished
The foundation concrete is all poured and drying. There is plumbing running through it that will soon hook up to the septic field. Imagine two floors above this of windows and walls and you have the soon to be ready home for the Doerksen’s. We are really looking forward to this after already a month living in an apartment in the city.
Thank you to those who have partnered with us, this project is especially exciting for us but everyone here is watching it come together as they also dream about the future of ywam ministry here!
A little Ukrainian Culture
With our recent return to Ukraine it seems highly appropriate to remind ourselves of what it means to adapt to the local culture,ย the do’s and do not’s if you will.
So here are a few Donโts
Donโt smile at strangers.ย Historically, people tend to be suspicious and nothing says “i want something from you” like a great big smile. Actually, though many people have been taught to be wary of strangers, deep down Ukrainians love people and are ready to help out. We see this in a million different ways every day!
Donโt visit people empty-handed.ย It really doesn’t seem to matter what it is, its the thought that counts. Butย if you are bringing flowers for the lady, never buy an even number โ even number bouquets are reserved for the funerals.
Donโt expect to be done with a meal quickly. If you are invited for dinner, expect to be around for a while. But don’t worry, the food will be great! Expectย lots of sour cream, mayonnaise, potatoes and eggs.
Donโt put your feet on the coffee table.ย Is this really ever ok unless you’re with the most comfortable of friends?
And a fewย Dos
Do get dressed up, even if you are not planning anything special.ย Differences between Canada and Ukraine are vast in the fashion world.ย To keep it short,ย save the sweat pants for walking around the house and going to the gym. Jeans with a niceย casual topย are pretty safe except for those important meetings.
Do expect to pay more for someย things.ย Once you start talking English, any unwritten prices tend to be a bit more. So make sure you have some info ahead of time or invite a friend along to keep things straight.
Do Hope! Though there have been many challenges for this new country and its people, there is much to hope for. As a people they are recovering from years of authoritarian government, this takes time and perseverance. Ukraine will do better than just survive – we know that Ukrainians can thrive!
Do shake everyone’s hand. Well not everyone. As a man, you’ll feel very awkward shaking a woman’s hand here. But don’t skip anyone when its time to say hi, even if it means interrupting a lively discussion.
Of course, this isn’t a complete list, but it’s a start. Do you know any Ukrainian cultural tips that could help us?
We made it!
It is great to be back in Kyiv! Our friends welcomed us at the airport and today we made it to the property where DTS and Titus programs are in full swing.
You may notice the boat behind us in the picture. One year ago a team came from Kilcona that renovated the exterior of the boat. This summer, two of our staff worked to finish up the top – thanks Kolia and Dima!
What’s Coming Up

Supporters- Mission Overview and Schedule 2014-2019
Of course, you can never really know what the future holds, most of us have seen that in our lives. We have too but that doesn’t mean we don’t make plans. It means we make plans and then submit them to God – whatever his will is, that is what we want!
Click on the file above to take a look at an overview of our work and our tentative plans for the next few years.
Phileo Xenos – Loving the Stranger
Hospitality comes from two greek words:
Philao –ย ฯฮนฮปฯ is one of several words for โloveโ in Greek. Being a more precise language than English, classical Greek has a few different ways to express the word โlove.โ In this case, the word that is used means โbrotherly loveโ or โto love like a brother”.
Xenos – ฮพฮตฮฝฮฟฯย which makes up the second half of the word we render โhospitalityโ actually means โstrangerโ or โimmigrant,โ and is where we get the word xenophobia which is the fear of strangers/immigrants.
Most people have never really experienced hospitality, as opposed to being entertained. When you’re invited to your friends house for the game, go out for dinner together and your friend pays then you’re being entertained.ย Few of us have ever been in a strange place without our credit card or a hotel reservation with a restaurant.
But some of you have. You went on a short-term missions trip. You probably went to build a house or do some skits. The people were poor, much poorer than you. But after your program you were invited to one of the homes of the congregation. It wasn’t lavish, even if they were the wealthiest family in the church. They brought out some soft drinks and ice. Maybe a plate of fresh fruit. And you sat around making smiles and gestures to try and communicate with them while waiting for lunch. Someone brought a fan to cool you down a little. Lunch was a specially cooked chicken and lots of rice or corn. You ate first and your hosts only had a little at the end. Compared to back home, it really didn’t seem like much. But you knew, this was the best meal anyone in the whole village had made in months. And they made it for you.
That is hospitality. You, a stranger, are welcomed into someone’s home, welcomed to the best they have because you come in the name of the Lord Jesus. Maybe you’ve never experienced something like that. But if you have, you might know what its like to accept a costly gift from someone who doesn’t have anything to give. Even though its nothing to you, you treasure it because it cost so much to the one who gave it.
We might not be strangers to most people who invite us over for dinner or dessert or out for coffee. But our time at home has been an experience in receiving hospitality. One family makes a special meal for us, another prepares a fancy dessert, a stroller for our youngest, another takes our eldest to get a pedicure, another prays for us daily. Maybe sometimes you don’t hear thank you from us because we forget or we’re busy or whatever. I hope you know that we thank God for you. Every person that shares with us shows us the love of God, shows us that they care about us but also that God cares about us because he hears the prayers that you don’t. Thank you!
But lest you think your gift ends with us, don’t. When we live in Kyiv and invite someone over, they enjoy your hospitality, they share in your gift. They see that Jesus cares for them too. Usually we say thank you for sending us.
Today we say thank you for giving us your hospitality and for using the things you have to love us!ย Thank you forย loving us like brothers!
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